Married or not??

At this point in my life, I was finally thinking about marriage.. a lot of my friend already married even have children..

I never targetted to get married at certain age.. When I was a little, I always think that I will get married someday.. live happily ever after with my handsome prince.. but wow! I already at the age more than enough to get married yet I'm single, not even have a boyfriend.. should I feel lonely and sad?

In my culture, it was a shame to a family if their children, especially daughter, never get married.. it's like a stamp in your forehead that says: you're not good enough for anybody to loved... and I believe that nobody likes that.. it indicates that you are ugly with bad personality.. and this thinking come slowly to my head..

But I know a lot of women nowadays are not getting married and they do seem happy.. is their happiness is real? Or they just try to look happy?

I also know that unhappy marriage can lead to severe sufferings.. but when you're married, you can have children and I love children..

Marriage can lead to many problems, emotionally and financially.. but you can always have someone that will always hug you..

Marriage will take away some of your freedom..but you can always have fun trying new things with your soulmate..

Aaaarggghh I'm confused..